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Wed, 14 Jul 2004 05:04:05 GMT

new journal.

niggas_is_shook.

I'm as serious as serious can be, which isnt too serious these days..hm.

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 01:22:03 GMT

FUCK, Livejournal./
Im deleting this shit journal tomorrow./
BYE FUCKERS////////!!!!////

The only words i know, are: More, more and more.

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 09:50:29 GMT

Well warped tour was fun
I'm satisfied with the way everything went.
I wish we could have gone the day before tho, with the guys,
with all the niggas, I love those fools.
Well, I came home after w.t and came online.
Talked to Kyle and like 453543 ppl online til almost 4 in the morning.
Shiiiet.
Hahaha.
And then I went to sleep.
I worked on Saturday.
It went by fast and it was great.
That's all I can say.
I always come online when I get home, and yes I talked to 4534 ppl. only til only 3 a.m this time.
And then my 4th of july.
Woohoo niggers!
It was great.
I love my little cousins.
And man, since I came home and been online,
so much has happend in like the last 2 hours...
WOW.
It's cool though.
I am so happy with everything.
Sleep time.
Bye.

warped tour.

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 14:54:07 GMT

Kkk, so I am leaving for warped tour in about 10 mins.
It's gonna be tight!
But yeah, everything has been great, still.
&& I am not gonna let anything ruin our friendship Shane, okay?
I love you nig.
And summer school is getting better, I guess.
Ryan is in my class, and he makes it fun? kind of.
HaHaHaHaHahaa
And friends are good, work is good, im good, FOOD IS GOOD!
Dayum im gonna get fat sooner or later....
Okay well yeah
bye.

P.s:
I'm glad that you want to be friends now. That drama shit, and bull was pointless. I hope everything can be better now.

Yuh hurrr me?!?!

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 01:26:53 GMT

Yesterday was my first day of summer school.
I've never had to go to summer school ever.
But yeah, now I have it.
Biology shizz.
It was ok.

My class is at 10:39 because I start at the second half.
They didn't call my name on roll, so I was like wtf?!
And these boys were talking to me asking me if I saw Anthony with his 'new gl/f' and stuff. I said yeah.
And they laughed and said she was ugly, and he's gone downhill since me and blah blah.It was actually really sad the things they were saying about her and him, they were making fun of him a lot.
It's un-necessary and pointless of them to be talking to me about him.
Well whatever, they are his friends too, I'd be mad if my friends were saying that about me, behind my back.
Anywho I came home and went online.
It was boring for awhile but then Gabriel asked me if i wanted to go 'cruzin' with him and Luis.
SO,
I went cruzin with the mudda-fukkin G-A-B and Big Pimpin....
Was fun.
We went to target,
Oh man those guys crack me up so much.
Damn.
And then Luis brought me to my house and I ran upstairs and changed into my work clothes.
Then he took me to work.
Luis and Gabriel are hilarious.
I went in my work and they came in like 3 mins later and I hooked them up with sum shakes.
Then they left.
Work was good.
I got off at 11.
Mom picked me up then I came home and went online.
Notice: the repitious-ness of me saying " and i went online", hahah what a faggot.
But yeah,
I got mad at Shane so I didn't talk to him.
Sorry Shane ,You know why tho...
And I was talking to Gabriel and Kyle FOR ALOOOOOONG TIME !
I knew I had to go to school too, but I stayed on til 1.
And then yeah...um?
Then I went to bed at 2.
I woke up at 9 something.
Then I went to school at 10:30.
I was late to class.
School was blah.
Afterschool was nice tho...
I talked to Krystal.
And then we took the freebus.
She went to the hat, i wish i could have went with her...
Then i got off at the next stop and walked home.
And I just ate pizza.
It was good.
bye.

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 07:10:18 GMT

So I was bored and I decided to ask everyone what they were wearing know that someone was bound to say nothing, and here down proves my point...

I GLiTTeR bOmB I: what are you wearing?
Freduardo says: soccer shorts..
wut a bean.

I GLiTTeR bOmB I: what are you wearing?
NamelessshanE: my shorts
niggga.

I GLiTTeR bOmB I: what are you wearing?
I Love You x6: yo panties nigga
HAH!

I GLiTTeR bOmB I: what are you wearing?
Pensive Loner: I'm wearing pJs
Pensive Loner: shorts and a tank top
Awh, cute, idk why.

I GLiTTeR bOmB I: what are you wearing
Rokmatix: grey shirt
Rokmatix: jeans
poofy ass foo

okay here it goes to prove my point:
I GLiTTeR bOmB I: what are you wearing?
kyleisaid: nothing at all
funky ass kyle
k thats it

YaY-YuH!

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 06:57:23 GMT

FILL THIS OUT
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. Do you wish I was cooler?
14. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
15. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
16. How long have you known me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. What was your first impression?
19. Do you still think that way about me now?
20. What do you think my weakness is?
21. What makes me happy?
22. What makes me sad?
23. What reminds you of me?
24. If you could give me anything what would it be?
25. How well do you know me?
26. When's the last time you saw me?
27. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
29. Do you think I could kill someone?
29. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
30. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

I doubt anyone will even do this for me but whateva, everyone is doing it now, and i stole it from patty-cakes<3333
MUAH!
I love you!
Yeah, you!

It's always so stupid...'beautiful stranger"

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 23:37:22 GMT

I will never forget how much I love Thursday.
It will always remind me of today, which is a day I won't forget until it comes again next year <3

I'm heart-broken.
Seriously I am.
Over something really stupid.
No it isn't stupid, but to someone else it would be.
I hate the fact that I didn't do much about something I should have done.
Fuck.
I can always dream, until next year.

I love the company picnics my moms' job has...
It was a nice time with Alicia when we went today.

I got an ice cream cone painted on my cheek by the clown... it's sexy...

bye.

through the screendoor kiss me like a queen....

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 05:14:25 GMT

I have come to realize that...
I sleep good after I get off the phone with you.

I don't exactly know how I got here and how it has become this way, but I am enjoying every day so much lately.
It's fucking great !
Do you know anyone that just doesn't ever get you mad, or hurt you, or say anything that makes you feel like you don't want to talk to them anymore because they are just so goddamn fun? Then there's a possibility that you might know what it like for me lately.
All I know is I hope everyone is happy right now, and I hope you are all having a great summer so far, because I am.
Goodbye.

Cookies...

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 08:22:21 GMT

Yeah, Tonight was fun, and funny.
That's all I really have to say.

Oh, and Dodgeball is great.
"Nobody makes me bleed my own blood"
BHAHAHHAGHSBHJADUYUAUAU!!

who can relate?

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 00:01:04 GMT

Because we laugh and we cry,
oh damn that grey sky...
and i've seen what love does,
yeah i felt it myself,
you can find it inside
yes deep down inside,
oh my heart it is shrinking
and how my life has no meaning
It's all so tragic,
yes this life we live, but you'll die someday
and it all go away....
yes i wanted to die someday
in my sleep with you
yeah in my sleep with you...

</3

whipped cream....

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 03:06:15 GMT

today was nice.

mmm wild berry banana smoothies....

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 04:22:11 GMT

My weekend has consisted of nothing but work. It's okay though, I want the money so I am gonna try not to complain from here on.....damn it! I hate it! Hahaha. Just kidding!
So friday that's coming up I have off!Yay! I had to ask for it off. And it's even more cool because I don't work again til next weekend. So my school won't be interrupted.
Well I took my camera to school on Friday.
A 'puddle of mud' hahahaha

the frog i disected

those little brats!

this funny ass beaner

hiding his cute face, what a ho

aww kyle and his little sock

this foo' stannin' in fronna her dad's "pimped out ride"

HAHAHAHAHAHAAH. the end.

tired as fuhhhh

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 06:37:11 GMT

I'm so fucking tired.
And i just had my first day of work at baskin robins.
& I hate school.
that is it.

Lydia, Oh! Lydia..

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 03:15:05 GMT

HAHAHAHA.
Today in advisory Mr. Van Louven puts on this video from the 40's, it was in black and white. He's all excited about it, & puts it on and it's about this guy and the people around him start singing and dancing, and a song about a lady named "Lydia the tattoo women". It was great. I was laughing so much. He just wanted me to see why he always calls me Lydia the tattoo women.

I'm so proud of myself I got my progress report and my mom was so happy. I raised my B in english to an A!

Well yeah and I had subway afterschool. It was good.
Bahaha. I'm bored.
bye.

Effing boredom doodz...

Sun, 30 May 2004 04:35:32 GMT

Last night was cool,I guess.
I Went to Paseo with Alicia and Gabriel.
A lot of people were there.
It's really lame.
But,
I saw Shrek 2!
And I loved it.
I love Puss in Boots!
Gabriel said I look like the little white curly puppy.
I don't see how.
Heh,
Today was absolutely boring.
I didn't do shit.
Nothing at all.
I left Alicia's house at 11, this morning.
Then I had McDonald's.
Chicken Mcnuggets and fries.
Was good. And that's odd.
After my mom left at like 1:30, everything went downhill.
I was so bored.
And I still am.

Fri, 28 May 2004 04:17:05 GMT

yeah rip her to shreds...

Artistically fruitful.

Wed, 26 May 2004 05:42:15 GMT

I love this. You click the big picture, then the destinations. Maybe I might be the only one who finds this absolutely amazingly cool, but whatever.
http://www.multiface.net/paris8/monteil

Today was better than I thought it would be. I thought it would be difficult, but it wasn't. I am forever greatful for it too.
I love my best friend.
Lunch was great,we sat and ate...and ate.
It was perfect, other than the piece of burrito she threw at my head.
I would have been mad if the beans got in my hair.
Anywho, I hope tomorrow will be good too.

Oh and...
NamelessshanE: but unfortuantely i was born inadequately equiped to be a girl
NamelessshanE: what with my penis and all
I GLiTTeR bOmB I: And surprsingly I was born with both reproductive organs leaving me freakishly cool
NamelessshanE: haha nice
NamelessshanE: -touches-
NamelessshanE:
I GLiTTeR bOmB I: -slaps your hand away-
I GLiTTeR bOmB I: but pulls it back,
I GLiTTeR bOmB I:
I GLiTTeR bOmB I: AHAHAHAHA!
NamelessshanE: hahah nice
NamelessshanE: oo yeah touching the penis
NamelessshanE: wait a minute
NamelessshanE: im touching someone elses penis
NamelessshanE: NOOOOOO
I GLiTTeR bOmB I: hahaa
NamelessshanE: i never wanted THIS to happen

nerddd.

LINSDSAY LOHAN!!!

Mon, 24 May 2004 04:28:51 GMT

HAHAHAHAHAH!#@!$!@

okay...that's enough this is like my 4th time updating today.

he's only ONE yr younger....

Mon, 24 May 2004 03:56:14 GMT

I have come to realize that I have yet ANOTHER obsession.
And this time it is now Jeremy Sumpter...

Who wouldn't love this face?

Sun, 23 May 2004 11:11:57 GMT

I MISS JOEY MEJIA!!!!!!!=[

If you keep asking me, i'll melt away in the summer airrrrr

Wed, 19 May 2004 03:13:14 GMT

What is this obsession I continue to have over a complete stranger?
What will these days be filled with that are coming in the future? My mind is not where it should be. Everyday I realize how much I want to do better in school, and everyday that passes by I have nothing to show for it. I am serious about it, but I am lost in everything else going on in my life.
I wish we weren't ever on bad terms with Raquel. I don't even know her. Only defenses I made were sticking up for my friends. I guess she and Alicia made peace the other day. That isn't really real though, they talked online. Talking online isn't ever the same as in person.
Her locker is several steps away from ours, and sometimes I feel like telling her something. Nothing bad.
That probably won't ever happen though. Things will stay the same.
You don't ever know what to expect from people.
I am happy, but I'm not.
It's weird. I feel so strange lately.
I wish school died.
I am counting down the days til' summer. Everything will be so much better when it is here. I cannot wait for you summer. Come quickly!
That is all.

...

Mon, 03 May 2004 06:32:29 GMT

Tonight I broke up with Anthony.
I can't explain how I feel because I don't know how I feel.
The only word I can use to describe myself right now is numb.
I think this time is the last time, honestly I do.
I know it has to be, because I cannot seem to figure what it is about him that makes me hate him so much yet love him at the same time.
And that was pure confusement. I never meant to hurt him ever, just as he didn't ever intend to hurt me either.
We just did walked down the wrong road sometimes,
and this time it was way too bumpy to smooth out.
But I know that it's time to let go now, to move on.
When I'm crying on the phone, and I don't even know what I'm crying about.
I just knew I was crying when I broke up with him.
And he just stood on the other line, bearly breathing, not even responding to my questions, probably and most likely just un-shocked by my stupidness.
It was beautiful, but It couldn't last forever.

wanna see me disco....?

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 03:04:07 GMT

Someday, when the weather is just right
I will tell the christian boy something.
I'll try to get his attention.
Over time I have become increasingly obsessed and intrigued with watching him.
Yet I still have not come to a chance of stumbling upon speaking to him.
He looks so comfortable with himself, he always seems so happy.
I want to know who he is.

This day was uneventful.
Except for this...

Fuckface.

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 01:37:33 GMT

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